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Monday, January 17th, 2005
12:23 am
Interesting...
The other night JOhn and i were hanging out and we were just dicking around listening to music and being all goofy like usual and i was singing along to Full Blown Chaos. Then he got all serious and asked me if i'd wanna start a band with him and be the lead singer. So i replied with "walls of jericho style , huh?" just joking around and he was like "yeah, it'd be awesome". So thats somethig new. I think it'd be a blast!!! Me a lead singer for a hardcore band?, hmmm. John thinks that i have a good scream haha. I feel so silly talking about this but hey who knows what's gonna happen :)~

Current Mood: amused
Monday, January 3rd, 2005
8:11 pm
good god damn
last nights show was fucking nuts. It was packed! Of course it was expected because of the video shoot for full blown and scurvy! Phil from all that remains was there.. Jut and i talked to him a little. John and I talked to Mike from Full Blown for quite a while. he's an awesome guy. Jamie's back from the tour so it was nice to see him. Haha speaking of Jamie .. Jamey Jasta was there last night.. he was trying to be all sneaky and shit.. cuz ya know he's such a rockstar now. I got to see Shakeem :) He's an amazing person, he makes me smile.
On the negative side my nose is broken and my ribs are bruised. Late last night was brutal. All i wanted to do is sleep and i couldn't. I've broken alot of bones but nothing has sucked as much as this whole broken rib thing. it hurts to breath or cough or sneeze or move. I woke up this morning and my whole face was swollen. it sucks alot! But i'll heal! And it was worth it... I love Full Blown , bleeding for them was the least i could do..haha! I'm ridiculous!!! And i'll never learn that i can't contend with guys twice my size! haha!

Current Mood: IN PAIN!!!!!!
Saturday, January 1st, 2005
11:22 pm
Well Well Well....
so yeah.. its 2005 and things are starting off pretty good. We had a party at Jut's to bring in the new year. I had to work til 9 so i didn't get there til 10 but it was fun. Everyone got along which has been unusual as of late. Jut's mom and i had an awesome conversation and Keith and i talked alot which was great.. we also wrestled alot hahaaahaaaaaa.... he was tickling my damn feet i had to hold strong for the team haha... I hurt my already messed up arm though.. it will heal. I've been meeting alot of awesome people lately and I've become close to a few of them. I work with this guy Rob that is awesome.. we've been becoming really close lately. I enjoy hanging out with him and talking to him, his fiance is really awesome too. Me and mel have been talking alot too. Of course Jut and i are really close like always. Keith and i have been really close lately. we're going to get our tattoos together wednesday, yay! Peter, lauren and i have been hanging out and getting along good. JOhn and i have been hanging out alot lately too, he's so damn funny. Me , john, keith and i think josh are all going to Cabot street tomorrow night. Scurvy and Full Blown Chaos bitches...it's gonna be fucking nuts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So yeah I like this guy Joe... he's amazing. He's funny, he's smart, he likes hardcore and pretty much all music, He has the most incredible smile i've ever seen and one of the most awesome tattoos. He comes to visit me at work alot.. i love seeing him:) i guess we'll just have to see where things go...

Current Mood: content
Sunday, December 5th, 2004
2:29 pm
Hmmm...
I don't know why but i've been thinking about Vinnie alot lately..god help me now!!! hahaha.. It's weird I've been having alot of dreams about him and just thinking about him. interesting....He was right about one thing there is just something that won't let us let go of each other.. i never did figure out what it was and who knows if i ever will.

Current Mood: contemplative
Sunday, November 21st, 2004
4:54 pm
Hey Hey!
Well well well..hah.. i don't even know i'm just bored and have nothing to do. I'm waiting for my sister to get here because tomorrow is her b day so we're having a little get together today for her. It should be interesting. My work just called and i found out that i have to work on Thanksgiving oh well i could use the money.
I'm going to the Fat Cat tonight to see Full Blown mother fuckin Chaos!! ahahaha and Swear to God is playing too. Adam is all psyched for me to hear what they sound like now! we'll see i guess! I hope Al goes, I'd like to see him, he makes me laugh....

Current Mood: bored
Friday, November 19th, 2004
6:23 pm
hmm
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Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Extreme
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Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
7:52 pm
AWWWEE SO VERY CUTE!!!
I went and hung out with Nick last night. We cuddled in his big comfy chair and watched Benny and Joon. After the movie we ended up falling asleep together. So very very romantically adorable, ah I'm sucha dork! I didn't wanna leave last night :( Coming home and falling asleep alone sucked big time!!!
Monday, November 15th, 2004
7:38 pm
Hehehe....
I get to hang out with Nick tomorrow!!!! YAY!!!!!!!

Current Mood: excited
Saturday, November 13th, 2004
3:15 pm
hehehe
Only a few hours til Slayer and Killswitch... YAY!!!!!

Current Mood: excited
Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
2:12 pm
HEY!!!
Last night was great. I decided i wanted to go out to marborough to visit Nick. He's so great. We went to the movies and saw the Incredibles it's was a cute movie. Nick is so damn adorable, i can't stand it!!! :) after the movie we went back to his house and were all cuddly and stuff, hehehe. I'm such a dork:) He's the sweetest, tough ass tattooed guy i know, lol!!! well i'm gonna take off...

Current Mood: anxious
Tuesday, October 26th, 2004
12:28 am
Hey
Yeah I got bored and created a my space thingy..so if you're bored you can check it out.
Monday, October 25th, 2004
11:10 pm
I have such a headache...
I dunno why but my head really freakin hurts!!! ahhh!!!
Well today was an interesting day. Jut, Joshy p and I went to the Erotic Empire..it was fun, lol. Josh turned 18 so he wants to go everywhere that he can. After that we swung by Vibes and josh got a bowl. Then we went to the edge cause i decided i wanted a new hole. I got my rook done it's something new and something different. after that we headed for home. I decided that i wanted to swing by the mall to see if anywhere had the new Bury Your Dead cd but i couldn't find it so i ended up getting Full BLown Chaos' newest cd which is just as good.
JOsh called me today when i got back. We didn't talk much. His story changes alot. i want to believe what he says but lately it's been tough to do so.

Current Mood: drained
12:02 pm
hmmm
I can not wait to get all my aggression out friday. the shows gonna be grrrreaat!!!

Current Mood: groggy
12:07 am
wow i haven't actually written anything in a while
Into my imagination, into my pulsing veins.
Within my aching heart, you seem to ease the pain.

Just one more cut through my skin
And I can feel my life begin!
Here there's more pleasure than pain,
I see things never meant to...

See my imagination, into my pulsing veins.
Within my aching heart you sem to ease the pain.

And I see the damage you are doing,
but I can't seem to escape this false reality!
But I will not be fooled by your lying eyes!
I find it so absurd, you think you're in disguise.
And you say to me that I am your destiny...
But where will you be tomorrow?

Current Mood: uncomfortable
Sunday, October 24th, 2004
8:18 pm
"Your Picture Hung Itself" Most Precious Blood

Put on flesh and run it through
The things you love, they will destroy you
When the seasons change, my scars burn
Another day of I'll never learn

Those words took you but seconds to say
Forever more and since that day
They will replay

I cease to resist your sweet lips
I cease to exist
Your arsenic kiss

The more time passes by
The more I realize you and I
Were just a lie

So many years believing
Belief turned to hope
Hope changed to doubt
That became bitterness
Which to this day
Turns me inside out

Those words took you but seconds to say
Forever more and since that day
They will replay

I cease to resist your sweet lips
I cease to exist
Your arsenic kiss

The more time passes by
The more I realize you and I
Were just a lie
7:19 pm
HMMM
Wow..i fuckin hate being lied to!!! Yeah and fuck my last entry. Well part of it. Missing Josh isn't worth my time.

Current Mood: pissed off
1:54 am
.....
I miss Josh. I wish he could have come with me tonight to Jut's house. I would have loved to have him there. It was definetly a fun night and i'm still feeling the effects. I have to get up at 530 ahhh mannn!!!! Sleeeeeepppp isss gooooooddd!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: exhausted
Saturday, October 23rd, 2004
6:13 pm
Hmmm
jay responded to my live journal...weird..i thought i was dead to him. Interesting. I saw him not too long ago at the Lamb of God show but no words were exchanged. I figured after him calling me a disgusting person that there wouldn't be much to talk about. We made eye contact and he got what i thought was a smart ass "i'm so much better than you" look on his face so i just turned my back and continued my conversation with Jut. It was just an uncomfortable situation. Oh well.

Current Mood: contemplative
5:35 pm
Hey hey
I'm pretty tired. I went to bed at 3 got up at 530 and had to work for 7. I'm supposed to be hanging out with Joshy P cuz today's his bday. Everyone's growing up. Speaking of Josh.. i wonder what the hell Josh R has been up to the last couple days. Last time I talked to him was Thursday night... whoa wait a minute it's only Saturday. It just seems like it's been a while since I've talked to him. I think he may be mad at me for not answering his question that he asked me. I told him we needed to discuss things first but i dunno, Hopefully he gives me a call soon. This whole not having a number to call him at thing sucks. Freakin Devin... I wish he'd grow up. I don't hate him, i don't even not like him. I just don't want anything to do with him i just wish he could realize that.
I talked to John today. That's always fun. He's hilarious and awesome. I think we might hang out tomorrow.
Alright well I'm talking to Jamie, Everybody freakin knows Jamie. It's sad that he's not in the Swear to God anymore:( Stupid people and forgetting what it's about.. The music! Atleast Jamie knows what's up and he's making something of himself. Well I'm gonna finish talking to him and then take off.

Current Mood: drained
Thursday, October 21st, 2004
10:18 pm
hey hey heeyyy
Well I went to the Bleeding Through/ Walls of Jericho show last night. It was awesome. I moshed my ass off for Bleeding Through. I got some booboo's but it was well worth it. After their set Brandan sat on the edge of the stage and was just talking to people so i walked up to him shook his hand and told him their set was awesome. It was cool. He was so fucking nice and his hands were so damn soft, lol! One life goal down and million more to go, hah!
Swear to god supposedly has a show saturday. I think i just might have to go now that Adam is back in the band. Atleast it's one step closer to being the old Swear To God but not quite.
I went and saw Team America tonight. It was hilarious. I haven't laughed that hard at a movie in a real long time.
I saw Joe last night. It was strange. I dunno what to do about everything right now.

Current Mood: anxious
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